The dynamics of time

Time has passed since my last blog,a couple of years in fact. I will begin by saying it feels good to start using my time doing something I enjoy.I have worked a couple of jobs for a while and not much time for anything else.Now that I am back in school with only one job I can prepare an agenda that works for me. I haven't had much time for what I consider to be the essential elements of life like relationships. I feel as if I have not spent enough time with God, family and children. The last month of my life being out of one job has been even difficult.I went out a few times not knowing where to go or what to do with my time.I randomly selected a few places.A walk through a lower socioeconomic class may have taught me to excerise caution in my levels of restlessness.I realized that I didn't want to achieve immortality through my work. I wanted to achieve it through not dying. I felt like a fishstick at a cat festival . Speaking as a human being ,my self indulgence for attention getting deserved a much better performance and an audience.Confidence and a play on words mixed with some alochol has left some open-ended room for discussions about myself and provocative statements. I will say no more on this subject for now except Gods forgiveness is unmeasurable. Nice to be back.....